WOW I should look in the mirror before leaving the house!

If you are like me, a mom, I am sure you have looked in the mirror at the end of the day only to notice that mysterious something in your hair, on your shirt (thinking gosh everyone has been staring at my boob all day, cause I have something on it.....nice!!), in your teeth, on the side of your nose, or on your butt. Because you were to busy this morning making lunches, warming the kids clothes in the dryer, because it is cold and the kids get the snuggly warm feeling when there clothes have been warmed in the dryer (yes I do do that!), cleaned up the spilt Orange Juice on the carpet, started the car so it is warm, made your husband his to-go cup of coffee, reminded the kids for the ump-tenth time to put there lunches in their back-packs, warmed up a to go breakfast because of course no one wanted to get up in time to eat breakfast, remembered "oh crap what I am going to throw on, will anyone notice I haven't showered?", stepped on a race car, cried a little, gave the kids there vitamins, took a look around.....but forgot to look in the mirror. Well I have, more than I would like to admit. I think I am starting to develop an underlying self esteem problem now! I am terrified to get out of my car, knowing I am sure I have something stuck somewhere and everyone is going to laugh at me!Yeah, that's me.....Traci mom to 2......well 3 if you count my husband! I love to write, and why not do it about my everyday life of being a mom, it is funny, a little inspirational, and most of you can relate or not, who cares. I am sure there is a million of these sites out there, but hey I have to try to get a hold of this self esteem issue, so I am going to say "well there is no one like me!". WOW I feel better......a little. So I am doing this site, or whatever it is called, for me to write, you to write and comment, and for all of us to have fine and dandy time. Let me just clarify a few things: I am a terrible speller! I know there is spell check and it is my best friend, but spelling and grammar are not my forte.....changing diapers, making beds, making lunches, holding throw-up buckets, wiping butts, noses, mouths and hands.....now that's my forte. If you feel the need to correct me that's fine, but you are doing it for yourself because I am not going to listen, nor do I have the time to go and fix it. :)

Thursday, August 11, 2011

I got a job..........Shouldnt I be happy??

I got a job, mind you it is an instructional assisting position so it is what I  have always wanted., and I will be on the same schedule as my kids, but the timing is a little off, I wont get off work till about 3:30, which means I will have to put my kids in after school care, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.  NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT.  I am an obsessed mom what can I say.  I am one of those crazy people that actually likes being around her kids......so the thought of having to have someone watch them while I work is just sooooo not appealing to me!  Buuuut on the positive side they will get their homework done there, which means more fun time for us to be had!  So I will try keep the screaming, crying, finger nail biting, stress of homework in my mind during those fret full few hours that they are not by my side. :(

On another upside I get to be doing what I want to do which is work with kids.  I have never worked with Jr. High kids but the lady's in the district office said I was perfect for the job, guess I better start listening to other people and not just those critical ones in my head!

I am such a complainer, what a rough life to be offered a job, and one that I have been trying to get for a few years now.  I am truly grateful.....I am truly grateful, I am truly grateful, I am truly grateful (just trying to convince myself!)

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